By Marivic H. Mercene
CLM Staff Member
On March 24, 2013, the CLM hosted a despedida dinner for Columban Lay Missionary Shin Hyun Jeong Eu who, for personal reasons, was due to fly to Korea the next day.
CLM Staff Member
On March 24, 2013, the CLM hosted a despedida dinner for Columban Lay Missionary Shin Hyun Jeong Eu who, for personal reasons, was due to fly to Korea the next day.
At the dinner table, I asked her what her happiest moment was in the Philippines. And she told this “When I arrived here, I saw many street children lying about anywhere and sometimes wondering aimlessly. It was then that dreams about my childhood came at night. At first I just forced myself to forget them but these dreams kept coming back. I had these dreams in Korea but I avoided facing them. It was easy to avoid these dreams back home in Korea because my busy life occupied my mind with many other thoughts. But here in the Philippines, I could not avoid facing these dreams, these nightmares. The quiet of the night, the sight of the many street children only made my dreams even more vivid. I had no choice but to confront them. It was difficult at first. Gradually I gained the courage to confront these dreams. And it was then that I realized that the feeling of pity that I felt for the street children was the same feeling I had as a child. I slowly began to understand what these dreams meant and how it affected me. Then came acceptance of what was and has been. It was during this time that I felt free. I was liberated. I was happy. I realized that my coming to the Philippines helped me see, face, and accept myself more. I have grown to be a better person. ”
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